A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

is there because it has become so familiar to him. Such it

is with disaster and war. You can forget as long as it does

not touch you, and you can live in better times. It takes a

certain peripheral vision deficiency, but that can be mas-

tered with but a small expenditure of time and energy.

I had oranges and tea for breakfast, which helped my

headache.

Outside, the city crews had finished cleaning up the

snow. The streets were bare, but the buildings and trees

were smothered with whiteness. Fences became delicate

laceworks. Trees and shrubs were conglomerations of ici-

cles welded together by a frost-fingered artist. A bitter

wind swept over everything, stirring the snow, whipping it

against the neat houses, the sides of hovercars, and up my

nose.

It was as if Nature, via the snowstorm, had tried to

reclaim what had once been hers but was now lost to her

forever.

Clouds, heavy and gray, betrayed the advent of yet

another storm. A low flock of birds streaked north, some

kind of geese or other. Their calls were long and cold.

I passed by the broken store window where the howler

had lain on its side the night before. It had been removed.

There were no police around.

I passed by a church which had burned sometime after

I had returned from the AC complex. Its black skeleton

seemed leeringly evil.

At AC, the hex signs were on the walls, the lights were

dimmed, the machines stood sentinel, and Child was

tranced.

“You’re late,” Morsfagen said. His fists were drawn

tightly together. I wondered if he had opened his hands

at all since he had stalked out of the room last night.

“You don’t have to pay me for the first five minutes,” I

said. I smiled the famous smile.

It didn’t cheer him up much.

I slid into the chair opposite Child and looked him

over. I don’t know what I expected to have changed.

Perhaps it seemed too much to believe that he could go to

bed at night and get up in the morning, still in that same

condition. It was as if some healing process had to be

underway. But, if anything, he looked more wrinkled and

decaying than before.

Harry was there. He had worked a third of the Times

crossword, in ink as he always does, so he must have been

there for some while. Like an old woman coming early to

mass. “You sure?” he asked me.

“Quite,” I said. And I was immediately sorry for having

cut him so short. It was the atmosphere of the place,

so damned military. And it was Morsfagen. Like Herod—

trying to destroy the Child. I was the assassin sent out. And

whether my knife was an intellectual or a physical one

made no difference, really.

I was on edge for another reason; there was a certain

dinner guest this evening….

This time I parachuted through the emptiness of his

consciousness, no flailing, ready for the drop that awaited

me….

… Labyrinth …

The walls were hung with cobwebs, and the floor was

strewn with dirt and bones. The walls were multi-fluted,

polished here, rugged here, but a uniform gray every-

where. Far down there, somewhere in the nova-like center

of the mind was the Id. It gave out the same, nearly

unbearable whine that all Ids do. And somewhere above, in

the blackness and the perfect quietude, was the area

where the conscious mind should have been. It was clear

that the mind of a super-genius was strangely unhuman.

Most minds think in disconnected pictures, flittering arrays

of scenes and snatches of the past, but Child’s mind created

an entire world of its own, a realism within his mind, an

analogue that I could explore like the actual terrain of

some lost land.

There was a clacking of hooves, and from the source of

light at the end of the tunnel came the outline in smoke,

then the form in flesh of a Minotaur, nut-brown skin and

all textures of black hair, eyes gleaming, steam caught in

the large ovals of the nostrils.

“Get out!”

I mean no harm.

“Get out, Simeon.”

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