A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

jetting wildly would do nothing to stop its descent. I could

see the drivers coming to the same conclusion. Behind the

armored glass windscreen, they were screaming.

The fall seemed to take forever, though it could only

have been seconds. The boom of the mammoth blades

smashed along the cliff and cracked out across the sea like

cannon volley. The compressed air jets whooshed with a

decibel range that threatened to crack even the safety

glass in the windows of my hovercar. I didn’t want to see

what was going to happen, but I could not take my eyes

off that fascinating descent no matter how much I wanted

to.

Down…

And down…

Sand exploded upward as the howler reached the

beach.

But the thing wasn’t slowed.

It struck the earth with a terrifying explosion of sound,

with a screech of metal shredding, twisting, buckling in

upon itself. The cab snapped off the cargo hold, leaped

toward the water, plowed into the sand at more than forty

miles an hour, carrying the dead drivers. It bulled its way

thirty feet into the sea before coming awash in the water.

At the point of impact, the gas tank under the cargo

section had split and the leaking fluid had touched some

hot parts. There was a whoosh of red and yellow, and

flames spiraled a hundred feet in that first moment of

ignition. On the sand, coppers and parts of coppers who

had been riding in the rear of the howler lay everywhere,

burning as the fuel washed them and ignited on them.

They were all dead already anyway, from the terrific

impact of the crash.

Overhead, the crimelab truck and the hovercar perched

by the edge of the cliff, their occupants looking down and

gesticulating. None of them seemed interested in coming

down, though the car with the plainclothes agents would

have had every bit as good a chance of making it as I had

had, even if that chance was not really so good at all.

The howler’s descent, however, had been a good object

lesson and the point had sunk in instantaneously.

I turned the car along the beach in the direction of the

city, where I knew I could regain the highway before

long.

In a very few minutes, they would have an alert out for

me. I drove fast and tried to forget that war makes killers

of all men, whether directly or indirectly. For isn’t it true

that every citizen who roots for “our side” to “kill the

gooks” is as responsible for every death as the man wield-

ing the gun? Isn’t it true that none of us can escape re-

sponsibility for the madness of our species? Even those of

us who live in carefully constructed shells, even we con-

stantly affect the lives of others for evil. Existentialism?

Maybe. But there on the afternoon beach, it helped me to

recover my wits as I sped away from the flaming corpses

behind.

As I drove, I grew more and more infuriated with

myself, for I had been so smug about dealing with them—

and yet I had not put any of that sense of assurance to

work for me. It was time to stop feeling sorry for myself,

time to make my anger into something more formidable

than emotion.

I was superman, and it was time to act like one.

Or so I thought and so it seemed to be….

V

In the large apartment complexes such as the one in

which Melinda maintained her home, there is every conve-

nience of modern living that one could wish for—all

under a single roof. There are supermarkets and there are

special “ethnic” food centers; there are clothing stores and

beauty salons, bookstores and theaters, garages for hover-

cars and banks for money, bars for drinking and restau-

rants for nights out of the kitchen, office supply stores and

car shops, electricians and plumbers and carpenters, legal

prostitutes and drugbars for the purchase of approved

chemical stimulants.

To connect all these facilities and to make them all

accessible in minutes from every reach of the three-block-

square structure (and when you consider that with eighty

floors and nine square blocks per floor, there are 720

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