A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

under arrest.

The magazine article had not merely been a biography,

but had contained scorchingly anti-military, anti-AC anec-

dotes which neither of us had decided, before my en-

tombment in Child’s mind, whether we should risk using

or not. She had risked it.

“When is the trial?” I asked him now. We had post-

poned further discussion until we were warm and com-

fortable in his den—at his insistence.

“A date has been docketed before the Military Court of

Emergency. Next September.”

“Seven and a half months!” I turned from the window,

furious, slopping brandy over my wrist.

“When the act is labeled treason, there are laws that

permit it.”

“What’s her bail?” I asked.

“There is none.”

“Is none?”

“What I said.”

“But the law allows—”

He held up his pudgy hand to stop me. He looked

terrible, as if telling me this was worse on him than on

me. “This is no longer a republic, remember. It is a

military state where men like the junta councilmen decide

what laws there shall be. For sedition, they now say, there

is no bail, and the rule of preventive detention has been

extended indefinitely.”

“Fight them!” I bellowed. “You fought them for me

when——”

“It’s different now,” he interrupted. “You still don’t

grasp the situation. I worked the law on them before to get

you free. But now they are the law and they can change it

to counter one. It’s like dancing on quicksand.”

I took a chair, and again I was afraid, just a little, down

deep where it hardly showed. This was beginning to feel

like the inner world of Child’s mind, where everything was

solid and tangible, but where nothing could be trusted,

where solidity could disappear, where liquid could become

solid ground beneath the feet.

“She’s not the only one,” he said, as if mass suffering

made her individual plight less important. It only made it

more important.

“Let me have the phone,” I said, reaching for it.

“Who?”

“Morsfagen.”

“This might be a mistake.”

“If the sonofabitch wants my esp, wants my work, then

he is just going to have to see that she gets out of the

Tombs!”

I found the number in Harry’s private directory of

unlisted phones, dialed it, and waited while a soldier called

a noncom to the phone—while the noncom went and got

a major who stuttered—and while the major finally went

and summoned Morsfagen.

“What is it?” he asked. Cold. Deadly. Forceful. The

sound of the well-trained bill collector.

“There’s a girl being kept in the Tombs, charged with

sedition, for god knows what reason. She——”

“Melinda Thauser,” he said, cutting me short. He

seemed to enjoy that. Like putting thumbscrews on me.

“I see you’re up on things all around. Well, catch this,

then. I want her released, and I want all charges dropped

against her.”

“That’s beyond my control,” he said—he did.

“It better not be.”

“It is.”

“It better not be, because you’ve just lost yourself an

esper if it is.”

“Services that can be commandeered in time of war—

like an esper’s services—are never lost,” he said. Color

him infuriatingly calm, cool, and collected. I wanted to

kick his damned teeth in. He probably would still have

smiled at me with that smile.

“Services cannot be commandeered unless the crafts-

man can be found,” I said.

“Is this a threat to withhold services from the govern-

ment in a time of national crisis?” he asked, smiling

through every word. Snapping turtle mouth there, looking

for one of my incautious fingers.

“Look,” I said, trying another tack, “suppose we let the

charges ride for the time being. Suppose the only thing

that you concede is the bail. A low bail, but she’ll still

stand trial.”

“Out of my control,” he said again. But the tone of his

voice said that nothing was ever out of his control.

“Like hell!”

“I’m not on the junta, you know.”

“Look, Morsfagen, suppose she also destroys the damn

book. Now it’s the book she’s in trouble for, isn’t it? The

first part of it?”

“With or without the book,” he said, “the trouble re-

mains for us. The danger does not lie within the printed

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