A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

feet at the bottom. Down there, some three hundred feet

below, a soft blue light glowed. It seemed to be the gentle

blue of shallow water, but even this slight color branded

my eyes in contrast to the sameness of the terrain I had

been struggling across for some minutes.

I called down, listened to the flat echo, but received no

answer. If this was the place where Child waited, bound

by his own insanity, circled by unnamed demons, he was

unable to speak.

I swung over the jagged edge, looked to the bottom,

then grew wings like those I had seen on the batlike

creatures of the mountain. I descended gently, pulled the

wings in and absorbed them as the way grew too narrow

to glide. I dropped the last few feet onto the blue floor,

found it was made of ice.

To the right, the rock wall cut off three feet above the

ice, and the passage this created seemed to go on for some

distance. Lying on my stomach, I slid along the shimmering

ice; I was cold but not uncomfortable, exhilarated by the

freshness of the air here. A hundred feet further on, the

ceiling of black rock thrust suddenly upward, and I found

myself in a full-sized cavern where I could stand.

On my feet again, I crossed the barren room to the far

side where the ice-encrusted rock seemed to warp down-

ward. There, I discovered steps roughly chiseled in the ice.

I went down them, cautiously, eventually came out in a

shadowy chamber with another blue floor, though this one

was not empty: Child sat in the center of it in an ana-

logue version of his real body.

And…

And: the things crawled around him, circling in mind-

lessness, yet with a certain uncompromising evil that terri-

fied me even though I knew they could not do me any

physical harm. They were much like scorpions though

somewhat longer than a man’s arm, with flared, knife-

edged carapaces shielding their backs, and twenty spindly

legs on either side. Their stinging tails forked at the end,

each of the two prongs tipped with a trio of wicked spurs

as long as my little finger and tapered to needle points.

They did riot look at me, nor did their sensory cilia, burst-

ing like whiskers around their beaked mouths, in any way

indicate that they realized my presence.

Their legs hissed on the ice, and their constant parade

had worn shallow grooves in the cold floor.

There were different numbers of them at different mo-

ments. Now there might be as few as a dozen describing

the wide circle—now a hundred of them, magically crys-

tallizing out of the crisp air—now thirty, now a dozen,

now two dozen. No matter how hard I looked, I could not

catch one of them appearing or disappearing, though their

numbers fluctuated with every passing second. I had the

feeling that I was in a funhouse where there was a compli-

cated array of trick mirrors and that there was actually but

one of these creatures whose presence was magnified to one

degree or another by ingenious, mirrored pyrotechnics.

“Child?” I called.

The withered dwarf paid no attention to me, but stared

with morbid fascination at the nightmarish scorpion

guards which kept him ringed in and obedient.

Since I had first been trapped in this subconscious

reality, I had not spared the time or the energy to consid-

er the reason and psychology behind many of the mental

analogues that constituted this inner universe. I had mere-

ly accepted and tried to deal with them, to search through

them for a way out, a way to freedom and my own body.

Now, as I watched the grisly parade before me, I began to

wonder what this collection of monsters was representa-

tive of. Why was Child’s core of energy and intelligence

trapped in this place, bound to this single minim of his

entire subconscious universe? What were these scorpions

that surrounded him and maintained their constant, evil

vigil?

I examined them more closely and discovered that they

did not have that surface sheen of reality that the centaur

and the wolf had possessed. They shifted, as if they were

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