A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

When the lift stopped and the doors opened, a second

Marine greeted me, requested that I hold my fingertips to

an identiplate to verify his visual check. I complied, was

approved, and followed him to another elevator in the

long bank. Again: up.

Too many floors to count later, we stepped into a

cream-walled corridor, paced almost to the end of it, and

went through a chocolate door that slid aside at the

officer’s vocal command. Inside, there was a room of

alabaster walls with hex signs painted every five feet in

brilliant reds and oranges. There was a small and ugly

child sitting in a black leather chair, and four men stand-

ing behind him, staring at me as if I were expected to say

something of monumental importance.

I didn’t say anything at all.

The child looked up, his eyes and lips all but hidden by

the wrinkles of a century of life, by gray and gravelike

flesh. I tried to readjust my judgment, tried to visualize

him as a grandfather. But it was not so. He was a child.

There was the glint of babyhood close behind that ruined

countenance. His voice crackled like papyrus unrolled for

the first time in millennia, and he gripped the chair as the

words came, and he squinted his already squinted eyes,

and he said, “You’re the one.” It was an accusation.

“You’re the one they sent for.”

For the first time in many years, I was afraid. I was not

certain what terrified me, but it was a deep and relentless

uneasiness, far more threatening than The Fear which rose

in me most nights when I considered my origins and the

pocket of the plastic womb from which I came.

“You,” the child said again.

“Who is he?” I asked the assembled military men.

No one spoke immediately. As if they wanted to be sure

the freak in the chair was finished.

He wasn’t.

“I don’t like you,” he said. “You’re going to be sorry

you came here. I’m going to see to that.”

II

“That’s the situation,” Harry said, leaning back in his

chair for the first time since he had taken me aside to

explain the job. He was still nervous. His clear blue eyes

were having trouble staying with mine, and he sought

specks on the walls and scars on the furniture to draw his

attention.

The child-ancient’s eyes, on the other hand, never left

me. They squinted like burning coals sparking beneath

rotted vegetation. I could feel the hatred smoldering

there, hatred not just for me (though there was surely

that), but for everyone, everything. There was no particle

of his world which did not draw the freak’s contempt and

loathing. He, more so than I, was an outcast of the

wombs. Once again, the doctors who made their living

here and the congressmen who had supported the project

since its inception could gloat: “Artificial Creation is a

Benefit to the Nation.” It had produced me. More than

eighteen years later, it had come up with this warped

super-genius who was no more than three years old but

who appeared to be a relic. Two successes in a quarter of

a century of operation.

For the government, that’s a winner.

“I don’t know if I can do it,” I said at last.

“Why not?” asked the uniformed hulk the others called

General Morsfagen. He was a chiseled granite man with

exaggerated shoulders and a chest too large for anything

but tailored shirts. Wasp-waisted, with the small feet of a

boxer. Hands to bend iron bars in circus acts.

“I don’t know what to expect. He has a different sort of

mind. Sure, I’ve esped army staff, the people who work

here at AC, FBI agents, the whole mess. And I’ve uner-

ringly turned over the traitors and potential security risks.

But this just doesn’t scan like that.”

“You don’t have to do any sorting,” Morsfagen

snapped, his thin lips making like a turtle bill. “I thought

this had been made clear. He can formulate theories in

areas as useful as physics and chemistry to others as

useless as theology. But each time we drag the damn thing

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