A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

had marched but where there was now nothing but scored

ice. Approaching his analogue cautiously, I touched him,

hunkered before him.

“Child?”

Quiet.

“Child? Speak to me?”

He looked at me. He blinked his eyes. And then chaos

broke loose as his insanity boiled through the surface

tension of the analogue and swept over me!

I was swept up, up, on a tide of human flesh, of torn

arms and legs, of bleeding mouths, broken teeth, shattered

bones, burning flesh, splintered eyeballs. Monsters rose in

the swell and came toward me, lumbering ogres and swim-

ming reptilian horrors. The arms and mouths in the ocean

of human parts attacked me, grasped me and tried to pull

me down, bit me and chewed at my unreal psychic flesh.

I felt myself losing hold of my own equilibrium. In a

moment, I would spiral over the edge, into madness for

the second time. I had recovered only recently, and I

knew a second plunge to the bottom of that well would be

the last I would ever make. I would fall back into gibber-

ing incoherency, and I would remain there forever. Twice

mad is once too often, and the shores of detached logic

would never be available to me again.

The nearest ogre reached for me, with his seven-

fingered hands, each finger tipped with the fanged mouth

of a yellow-eyed snake.

I rolled across the rippling floor of human parts, kicking

pieces of bodies up as I went.

The snake fingers missed by inches.

A flurry of mutilated corpses clutched me and pulled

me under the surface of the sea.

I fought to air again, through nightmare conglomer-

ations of dead men and women,

“CHILD!” I screamed.

Another ogre thundered down on me.

In the last moment before I could be grasped and dis-

membered, I did the only thing that would save me. Giving

myself over to the basest of my id lusts, radiating blood-

hunger and sexual need of the vilest sort, I repelled the

ogres and the dragons, forced back the tide of human

bodies that tore at me. In seconds, I was back on the blue

ice floor where again the analogue of Child sat, tranced.

I circled him. Now I was in the form of one of the

great scorpion beasts, mandibles chattering, forked sting-

ing tail raised above my back, ready to attack.

His psychic energy formed a wall against me, but I

danced on, broached that wall with my own mind, and

leaped upon him, thrashing with him on the floor. This

time, rather than argue with him, rather than plead with

him, I devoured his psychic energy, destroyed him, ab-

sorbed him, and dissipated his shattered mind throughout

my own.

Child no longer existed. I had killed him. But now I was

in total control of his body. I left that place, made it

dissolve around me. I made the mountain appear, and I

climbed it, entered the caves through which I had first

come down into Child’s subconscious mind. In moments, I

had freed myself, and was looking out at the world

through Child’s eyes, encased, again, in real flesh….

THREE

The Incomplete

Creation…

I

I found myself in Child’s body, lying in a hospital bed

with the barred sides raised to provide the illusion of a

prison. The room was a private one, somewhere far up in

the tower of Artificial Creation, no doubt. There was no

light but that from a small blue bulb plugged directly into

a floor socket. In that eerie glow, I could see that there

was no nurse in attendance. How long had Child lain like

this, dazed, almost comatose, unable to speak or see or

hear anything of the real world as his madness kept him

sealed in the analogue of his subconscious? Days or

weeks? Perhaps even years?

Somewhat frantic at that last thought, I pushed up,

weak and dizzy. My frail, bony arms felt as if they would

crack, but they got me to the edge of the bed just the

same. My short legs dangled a foot from the tiles after I

got the barred slats down, and that measly twelve inches

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