A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

out of him, he leaves out some vital piece of it. We’ve

threatened the little freak. We’ve tried bribing him. The

trouble is, he has no fear or ambition.” He had almost

said “tortured” for “threatened” but was a good enough

self-censor to change words without a pause. “You simply

go into his head and make sure he doesn’t hold anything

back.”

“How much did you say?” I asked.

“A hundred thousand poscreds an hour.”

It pained him to say that.

“Double that,” I said. For many men, the single hun-

dred thou was more than a year’s salary in these time of

inflation.

“What? Absurd!”

He was breathing heavily, but the other generals didn’t

even flinch. I esped each of them and discovered that,

among other things, the child had given them an almost

completed design for a faster-than-light engine which would

make star travel possible. For the rest of that theory alone,

a million an hour was not ridiculous. I got my two hun-

dred big ones with an option to demand more if the work

proved more demanding than I anticipated.

“Without your shyster, you’d be working for room and

board,” Morsfagen said.

He had an ugly face.

“Without your brass medals, you’d be a street-gang

punk,” I replied, smiling the famous Simeon Kelly smile.

He wanted to hit me.

His fists made flesh balls, and the knuckles nearly

pierced the skin—they protruded so harshly.

I laughed at him.

He couldn’t risk it. He needed me too much.

The freak kid laughed too, doubling over in his chair

and slapping his flabby hands against his knees. It was the

most hideous laugh I had ever heard in my life. It spoke

of madness.

III

The lights had been dimmed. The machines had been

moved in and now stood watch, solemnly recording all

that transpired.

“The hex signs which you see on the walls are all part

of the pre-drug hypnosis which has just been completed.

After he’s placed in a state of trance, we administer 250

cc’s of Cinnamide, directly into his jugular.” The white-

smocked director of the medical team spoke with crisp,

pleasant directness, but as though he were discussing the

maintenance of one of his machines.

The child sat across from me. His eyes were dead, the

scintillating sparkle of intelligence gone from them, and

not replaced by any corresponding quality. Just gone. I

was less horrified by his face and no longer bothered by

the dry, decaying look of it. Still, my guts felt cold and my

chest ached with an indefinable pressure, as if something

were trying to burst free of me.

“What’s his name?” I asked Morsfagen.

“He hasn’t any.”

“No?”

“No. We have his code name, as always. We don’t need

more.”

I looked back at the freak. And within my soul (some

churches deny me one; but then churches have been

denying people a lot of things for a lot of reasons, and the

world still turns), I knew that in all the far reaches of the

galaxy, to the ends of the larger universe, in the billions of

inhabited worlds that might be out there, no name existed

for the child. Simply: Child. With a capital.

A team of doctors administered the drug.

“Within the next five minutes,” Morsfagen said. He had

both big hands fisted on the arms of his chair. It wasn’t

anger now, merely a reaction to the air of tension that

overhung the room.

I nodded, looked at Harry who had demanded to be

there for this initial session. He was still nervous over the

confrontation of the monsters. I tried not to mirror his

unease. I turned back to Child and prepared myself for

the assault upon his mental sanctity.

Stepping easily over the threshold, I fell through the

blackness of his mind, flailing . . .

… and woke up to white faces with blurred black holes

where the eyes should have been.

They mumbled things in their alien language, and they

prodded me with cold instruments.

When my vision cleared, I could see it was a strange

triumvirate: Harry, Morsfagen, and some unnamed physi-

cian who was taking my pulse and clucking his tongue

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