A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

build the new world. I found the members of the junta,

one by one, and altered their minds. I rooted deeply,

found their personality problems and removed them. I

gave them the best psychotherapy man had ever imagined,

and left them without a desire to rule.

Then; in each man’s mind, I planted the desire for a

return to elective government, and left them as their own

counter-revolutionaries.

Next, I began a methodical search of the corners of the

world; I radiated a growing, toughening web of power

that sought out the minds of every leader in every nation,

down through the lowest bureaucratic posts. I cleared

those minds of power-hunger, of sexual frustration turned

into violence. I healed them like a prophet with the power

of god in his hands, and I left them better men.

Not satisfied yet, I struck downward and located – all

the men with the potential of leadership, even though they

were not yet in positions to guide the destinies of their

fellow citizens. I cleaned house in every psyche, helped all

of them to learn to cope with existence and with their

own place in the scheme of things.

And still my power grew. Or, perhaps, the more I used

it, the better my manipulatory mechanisms became.

Next, I found the stockpiles of nuclear weapons hidden

in all corners of the globe. I turned the fissionable materi-

al into lead by making Time flow a million times faster

around the vicinity of the weapons. In the biochemical

warfare laboratories, I destroyed all the mutant strains of

death that scientists had generated. I opened the minds of

those same scientists and cleansed them, made them reject

the need to create death in order to feel worthy and

powerful.

And the day wore on.

And evening came.

Still, I toiled.

It was somewhere beyond midnight when I finished

reshaping the world and returned to my body in the AC

complex. With all that I had done, I still felt energetic.

None of my vitality had been sapped; it even seemed to

have been magnified. The power I wielded was now more

complex and enormous than I could ever have imagined.

I stretched my esp out and lingered along the surface of

the moon, looking firsthand at the craters with eyes I

constructed from the cold vacuum of space.

Stars winked close at hand, warm and yet freezing,

pricks of light, yet mammoth stars.

I sped outward to them.

I touched red giants and white dwarfs, plummeted

through the center of a sun, listening to the songs of

exploding hydrogen, to the creation of matter, and to its

instant destruction—or, rather, to its instant conversion

into light and heat.

Energy…

I seemed to gain energy from every source I approached.

My own light was brighter than that from any star, and

was controlled far more intricately, making it more deadly

and more important than countless suns in mindless erup-

tion.

I passed outward beyond the galaxy.

I reached the end of the universe, sped through impene-

trable walls of pearl gray, kept on going through dimen-

sions until I reached another plane of creation.

And then I came back, skipping from galaxy to galaxy—

then from star to star—then from planet to planet, finally

back into the room where my mortal shell sat stupidly.

I rose up from the chair and left that room after

turning Morsfagen and the others loose. I walked down

the corridor and found Melinda’s rooms, opened the door

without touching it, and walked inside. I could have come

to her with my mind, but I wanted the personal touch of

flesh on flesh for this last and ultimate step of the plan.

“You’re free,” I said as she turned from her window

and looked at me, grinning her beautiful grin.

She started toward me….

And then I was to learn just how lonesome and awful

the role of a god can be. I was about to meet with my

first near-disaster since I had claimed the power….

IV

We were strangers.

We had made love and been in love, had shared secrets

and dreams. I had risked my life for her, and she had

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