A Darkness in my Soul by Dean R. Koontz

like pearls in the shimmering gloom.

I looked out from the peak in all directions. At times,

the curtains of gray would part, present a flash of some

strange scenery. It was as if all parts of the world were

equally near at hand from this summit—but a mile at

most. I saw green fields and a silver river cutting through

them like the winding body of a python. I saw a cold

white plain where there was snow and where slabs of ice

jutted upwards like broken teeth. I saw what seemed to be

stretches of impenetrable jungle, black flowers blooming

on the dark green foliage. I saw endless miles of sand, burnt

white beneath a relentless sun, columns of the dried earth

stirred upwards into the sky and winding erratically across

the barren landscape. There was a land of broken ebony

mountains where sunlight was reflected from polished

Stygian surfaces and came back brown.

It was clear that I would have to explore all these places

if I were ever to find the way out—if there happened to be

a way out. I rose from the earth and left the four stone

pillars, began the trek down the mountainside once more.

I was a third of the way down when the dark-winged

creatures descended through the fog, swept by me, cutting

the air with a sharp and unpleasant whine. I looked down

where they had disappeared through the lowest layers of

the mist. As I watched, they reappeared, rising gracefully

toward me. There was a smooth coating of black down

over their large, batlike bodies, giving them a warm,

smooth, gentle look. Set in each of their faces were two

wide eyes, deep brown things which looked back at me

with an almost unbearable melancholy.

They settled onto the trail before me, their wings curling

in on themselves, rolling into closed scrolls on their backs.

Distorted, many-fingered hands reached on tiny arms from

the point where their shoulders and wings connected: use-

less arms.

“Where do you go?” the largest creature asked me.

“To all the lands,” I said.

“They are wide. And many.”

“I have time.”

“That is true.”

“Where do you come from?” I asked. I knew they were

creatures fashioned by Child’s mind, just as he peopled all

the landscapes with animals of eerie forms. I was intrigued

by their seeming intelligence.

“We are from—from the place where he is trapped.”

“Where Child is trapped?” I asked,

“Yes,” the smaller one said.

“Why doesn’t Child come himself? Why must he take

the form of birds?”

“He is trapped. He wants out, but there is no way but

except through the dumb animals of his landscapes. He

can reach into us and make us more than we once were

and thus monitor this land through others’ eyes.”

“Can you take me to where Child is trapped?” I asked.

“We don’t know.”

“He can tell you.”

“He doesn’t know either,” the smaller one said.

“Yet both of you are Child,” I said. “In essence, you

are your master.” The wind buffeted us, but we did not

mind it

“I suppose,” the larger bird said. “But there’s really very

little we can do about it. We can help him as he wishes. But

he can only impart his general intelligence and psychic

power to us. He cannot fully acquire us and speak through

us in the direct manner he might wish.”

The smaller bird stepped forward and bent conspiratori-

ally. “You are aware, of course, that he is mad. And being

mad, he has become separated from total control of this

inner world of his. It remains, and he keeps it functioning.

But he does not share the harmony of it any longer.”

“I understand,” I said. “But why did you come to me?”

“We live in the mountains,” the larger one said. “While

you were here, it was our duty to speak with you about

your journey.”

“Speak,” I said. It was raining slightly, a warm rain.

“We don’t know what to say,” the large bird said. “We

have his general urgency in mind. We understand that he

wishes us to say something to you concerning your idea to

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