Heinlein, Robert A – To Sail Beyond the Sunset

Salisbury in England, an executive officer in the training command.

My letters to Father were returned to me in 1942, along with a formal letter of

regret from the national headquarters of the AFS.

Richard’s wife, Marian, stayed in nearby San Juan Capistrano while Richard was at

Camp Pendleton. When he shipped out, I invited her to move in with us, with her

children – four, and one that was born shortly after she arrived. We could make room

for them and it was actually easier for us mo women to take care of seven children

than it had been for each of us to cope with our own unassisted. We worked things

out so that one of us could assist at Letterman Army Hospital every afternoon, going

to the Presidio by bus (no gasoline ration expended) and coming back with Brian. I

was fond ‘of Marian; she was as dear to me as my own daughters.

So it came about that she was with us when she received that telegram: Richard had

earned the Navy Cross on Iwo Jima – posthumously.

A little over five months later we destroyed Tokyo and Kobe. Then Emperor Akihito

and his ministers shocked us all by ritually disembowelling themselves, first the

ministers, then the Emperor, after the Emperor announced to them that his mind had

been quieted by President Barkley’s promise to spare Kyoto. It was especially

shocking in that Emperor Akihito was just a boy, not yet twelve, younger than my son

Patrick Henry.

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We will never understand the Japanese. But the long war was over.

I am forced to wonder what would have happened if the Emperor’s father, Emperor

Hirohito, had not died in the ‘Star Festival’ air strike on 7 July? He was reputed

to be so westernised. The other pertinent histories, time lines three and six, give

no firm answers. Hirohito seems to have been the captive of his ministers, reigning

but not ruling.

Once Japan surrendered Brian asked for early separation, but was sent to Texas –

Amarillo, then Dallas – to assist in contract terminations – the only time, I think,

that he regretted having passed his bar examinations back in 1938.

But moving away from San Francisco at that time was a good idea – a change of

background to a place where we knew no one – because on arrival in Texas Marian

became ‘Maureen J. Smith’ and I dyed my hair and became her widowed mother, Marian

Hardy. None too soon; she was already showing – four months later she gave birth to

Richard Brian. We kept it straight with the Foundation, of course, and registered

Marian’s new baby correctly: Marian Justin Hardy + Brian Smith, Senior.

What happened next is difficult for me to talk about, because there are three points

of view and mine is only one of them. I am certain that the other two are each as

fair-minded as I am, if not more so. `More so’ I think I must concede, as Father had

warned me, more than half a century earlier, that I was an amoral wretch who could

reason only pragmatically, not morally.

I had not tried to keep my husband out of my daughter-inlaw’s bed. Neither Briney

nor I had ever tried to own each other; we both approved of sex for fun and we had

established our rules for civilised adultery many years earlier. I was a bit

surprised that Marian had apparently made no effort to keep from getting pregnant by

Brian… but only in that she did not consult me ahead of time. (If she consulted

Briney, he never mentioned it. But men do have this tendency to spray sperm around

like a fire-hose while letting the females decide whether or not to make practical

use of the juice.)

Nevertheless I was not angry, just mildly surprised. And I do recognise the normal

biological reflex under which the first thing a freshly bereft widow does, if she

can manage it, is to spread her legs and sob bitterly and use her womb to replace

the dear departed. It is a survival mechanism, one not limited to wars but more

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